May 26, 2012

It's official

I'm now single. I'm announcing that here because I can't do it on Facebook or Twitter, in order to avoid tackiness. And nothing is real unless it's announced on the Internet, so this will just have to do.

I'm not heart-broken, although I do occasionally start to tear up at slight provocations. I'm mostly worried about losing my main source of distraction. There are a lot of hours in a day. I have no idea what I used to do with all this time. On some levels I hope he magically does exactly the perfect thing to make us get back together. Unfortunately, that thing does not exist.

I've been watching a lot of Qi lately. It's an absolutely pretentious show to enjoy as much as I do. I'm also reading a biography of Malcolm X for who knows what reason. And I really should get working on that memoir of this absolutely ridiculous year.

I'm probably going to turn into a complete egoist being alone with my pretentious hobbies.

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  1. Aw man. This blows. Sorry to hear it.

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  2. If fate and predetermination does exist, then they've chosen a very powerful and difficult path for you to take.

    Actually, I vaguely remember that you wanted to stay with a guy for at least 6 months at one point. Was this relationship long enough?

    When you announce that you've finished your memoir, I will certainly buy it and read it! I am quite curious about some of your more recent experiences, since you tend to be very conservative with the information you have here (for good reasons that you mentioned once).

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    1. Haha, yes, it was long enough by like two weeks. Hurrah for that silver lining at least!

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  3. Baking can mend a broken heart. ;) Like Stephanie, I also remember you saying that you wanted to be in a relationship for at least 6 months. That extra two weeks is icing on the cake. Do you and the new ex at least keep in touch?

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    1. I have no oven. :(

      The ex and I are not speaking for one week. After that... we will see.

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  4. :( *hugs* *sends you chocolate cake*

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  5. Break-ups are always so hard. But like everything else, it will pass too. It is hard right now but this could be the perfect time to focus on yourself and do the things that interest and intrigue you. Good luck and I'm sure you'll be a better, wiser and stronger person after this, whatever the outcome of the break-up may be :)

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